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by Chula
"And I promise, I'll take care of everything myself. You'll never
even know the cat's around. There won't be that much expense after the
initial shots and everything. Please??? I really want a cat!" Marcie
pleaded with Jacob very rarely, but she was pleading now. She had her
heart set on getting a cat, and soon. Today, if possible. But what would
Jacob say? He did not like pets and was much more particular about the
housekeeping than she was. He was bound to object that she did not take
care of things they already had, and did not need more little jobs to
do.
But instead of his usual complaints or stony silence, today he looked
at her with appraisal in his eyes. She had no idea what was going through
his head, but was listening attentively to his every word. "So
you really think you can take care of it? I mean it, now. No mess, no
smell, you'll clean up after the thing and totally leave me out of it?"
Marcie could barely believe her ears. Was he actually thinking about
agreeing? "Yes, yes, I understand. It would be my cat and my responsibility.
Look, I'll feed him every morning when I make your breakfast. Then I'll
clean up his box every day when I come in from work. It doesn't take
long to take care of a cat."
"But I really want you to think about this, now. If you mess up,
well, you know what'll happen." It was his statement, so innocent
sounding, that sent a thrill through her. She knew what he meant and
that he would be as good as his word. He was saying, without words,
that he would spank her. They had just recently agreed that he would
be more active in their home and that included using spanking to discipline
her and enforce rules. Marcie had introduced the idea she had read on
the internet, and after some discussion and soul-searching, Jacob had
consented to try. Since that time, he had indeed spanked her when she
had not met the exercise goals she had set for herself. But he hadn't
yet spanked her for something that he had decided on. Would this be
the first issue?
She determined in her heart that she would not give him any reason
to spank her, but it was nice to know that he was thinking of it as
a viable alternative for himself. She hated the way it used to be, when
she annoyed him and he clammed up. The silence was rare but devastating
and she would not miss it.
The cat she chose at the animal shelter the next day was a beautiful
black and white male kitten, with tuxedo markings. She called him Ten,
because he was 10 weeks old, and he scored a 10 in her book. Jacob said
the cat had Ten fingers and wrapped Marcie around every one of them.
She did love that cat and took care of him just the way she had planned,
at least at first. She kept him well out of Jacob's way, and cleaned
the box faithfully. But then, of course, she got busy, and let a day
slip by without cleaning.
The first time it happened, she confessed in an offhand manner to him
the next day, when she realized what she had done. It was no big deal
to her, but she wanted to be honest, so she mentioned it, saying, "Oh,
and by the way, I just wanted to tell you I forgot to clean Ten's box
yesterday, but I did it first thing this morning, and I won't forget
again. Now, speaking of this morning, I noticed that..."
But he cut her off mid-sentence. "What was that?" he asked
her.
"I said that I forgot the cat box. It was only one day," she
replied and drew breath to continue, but stopped when she saw the look
on his face.
"Look, you know I didn't want that cat. I don't mind him, because
he means so much to you, but you promised me you'd clean every day.
What happened to that promise, huh?"
She was still surprised he was making such a big deal out of this,
but she was a bit ashamed now, when he put it like that. Breaking a
promise was not a thing to be taken lightly, and it did seem to her
now that Jacob was taking that promise very seriously, even if the cat
box was not a serious issue itself. So she hung her head a moment, then
looked him in the face and said with sincerity, "You're right,
Jacob, and I'm sorry. I'll do better and make it a priority. I did promise
and I'll keep that promise. OK?"
"Yeah, it'll be okay later tonight, little gal," he replied
and gave her a look that she had not seen before. He cocked one eyebrow
and and lowered his head so that he looked at her with both "Do
you understand?" and "I mean business," in his gaze.
She stood there, confused and yet thrilled. He was taking this seriously
and though she did not see the importance of the misstep she had made,
she could tell it was important to him. She also could see that he did
intend to spank her.
That night, he came by the computer where she was working and stated, "It's
time for you close that down and get ready."
She had no need to ask what she was to ready herself for, but she was
in some doubt as to what he wanted her to do. She decided that she would
get her sleep shirt on as if she was just going to bed, but not get
into bed. As she was brushing her teeth, he came in and sat on the bed
with a determined look on his face.
And as she finished up and walked into the room, she could not help
the small smile that came to her lips. This was just a bit absurd to
her and she was having a hard time taking it very seriously. He saw
the smile and commented, "I guess we have some talking to do before
I get started, huh?"
She was happy he was giving her a chance to explain. "I just
can't believe you're making such a big deal out of this, Jacob. I'm
not laughing at you. I just...well....it's just a cat box."
"But you said yourself when you were explaining this whole DD
thing to me, Babe, remember. I told you that you didn't do anything
that bad that I needed to spank you, and you said that it didn't have
to be the crime of the century. You said that what you needed is to
know that I care about you and what you do. Well, I care about that
darn cat box not smelling up the house, and I care about you keeping
your promises. So, are you going to go back-pedaling on me now that
the rubber is about to hit the road, or are you...." but his voice
trailed off as she reacted to his words by approaching his right side
and laying herself over his lap.
"Is this how you want me, Sir?" she asked in a quiet voice.
Gratified at how quickly his words had made an impact, he did not want
her to know how relieved he was that she was going to co-operate. He
began by resting his hands lightly on her back and asking her in a calm
voice, "Why are you here, about to get a spanking?"
She answered quietly again, but with more understanding now, "I
forgot to clean the cat box and I broke a promise."
"That's right, little gal, and for that you're going to get this
spanking. I don't want to have to spank you, but we both know it's best
this way. It's what you asked for, and I'm going to follow through.
I'll start with 30 with the wooden spoon tonight, but if it happens
again, I'll double it and we'll see where we go from there."
He picked up the wooden spoon and began administering the punishment
he thought fitting. Since he'd never done anything like this before,
he gave her all 30 in a row with no break. At first she gasped at the
unexpected pain, then just concentrated on not moving away from the
source of that pain. Instinct told her to move and move fast, to get
away from that spoon. But her love and need for him and his discipline
had her fighting that instinct tooth and nail. She won the fight and
stayed still the whole 30 swats. She started to get up when he stopped,
but he held her on his lap another moment.
"Not just yet, little lady," he instructed. "That was
for not doing the job. This is going to be for breaking the promise.
A promise is a very important thing, and I don't want it taken lightly
in this house. If you are going to have to miss on your duty, I guess
you'd better let me know beforehand. I know there may be some days where
you can't get to it for some reason, but you'd best let me know about
it so that it doesn't feel like you're just disregarding my wishes.
Okay?"
She acknowledged her understanding with an "okay" that did
not sound right to him for some reason . He decided quickly that he
liked her earlier, "sir" and wanted to hear it again. "What
was that?" he asked her.
"I said, okay," she answered, not understanding his implication
at all.
"And I want to hear how a lady answers her husband while she's
being disciplined," he warned her softly.
"Oh! Uh, I uh.....I mean, yes, sir," she fumbled for a reply
that would show her respectful frame of mind.
"That's better, darlin'. Now next time," and here he began
to spank again with the spoon as he spoke, "you remember to either
keep your word," the spanks increasing in strength, "or let
me know beforehand the reason why!" he continued, spanking harder
still. "I'll be reasonable, but you've got to show that you take
this seriously, all right?"
"Yes, sir," was all she could manage to grit out of her
clenched teeth. She took it seriously, all right. The pain had gone
from surprising to a strange numbness and then on to a fiery burn. She
had never thought that a spanking would hurt so much. The other times
he had spanked had been short and to the point. They had gotten her
attention, but this....this was different. She felt like all she wanted
in this world was to stop this pain.
Then suddenly, it did stop, and he stopped his lecture. She felt a
tear or two try to well up in her eyes, but she blinked them back. She
did not know how he would feel about her crying, and this was all so
new that she really wanted things to go right, especially this first
time. And all over a silly cat box, anyway, came one quick sneaking
thought. No, it was not silly to her anymore. She looked at it as a
promise broken, and as his wishes not taken seriously. The last thing
she wanted to do was to make him feel disrespected or unloved. She would
take the cat box, and all her other duties more seriously from now on,
she thought to herself, as a way to show her love for him.
And oh, how that love for him welled up in her heart now. She felt
as light as a butterfly and happier than springtime. She wanted to hug
her Jacob for all she was worth, and when they had both stood up, that
is exactly what she did.
"Oh, Jacob," she started, "why do I feel this incredible
right now? What did you do to me?"
"I just did what you wanted is all, " he replied, a bit mystified,
but glad all the same of her unexpected reaction. "I just showed
you how much I care for you and our relationship," he was quoting
other folks he had read now, and he knew it, but it seemed to be going
over okay with her, so he just went on holding her and stroking her
back.
"How 'bout lets go to bed?" Marci asked with a bit of shyness,
but even more eagerness in her voice. She was anxious to show Jacob
all that was in her heart.
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